preempt armageddon

Can we?

Clearly something has to change. Humanity is systematically bringing about their own demise, and quite possibly taking the rest of the planet with them. In a way we are witnessing natural law at work. This extraordinary earth has withstood a great variety of violent transformations. Many species have doubtless sprung up and in time become extinct. Is it now our turn?

Well, ours is a unique case. While our consciousness and powers of perception probably operate at least to some extent in other creatures as well, we are as one inclined to feel we are uniquely aware of who and what we are, and have an edge on the rest of the field. So our history is a long saga of bending the rest of creation to our wills.

Inasmuch as this has led to the extraordinarily twisted world we inhabit today, are we now possessed of the self determination to undo what damage we can, exercise care and attention to the rest of the planet and its inhabitants, and transform the way we live sufficiently for this to be possible?

Well, first off, private ownership of cars has to end. The sheer convenience of owning a car is something I’ve taken for granted for a very long time. Its time to get over that. Then we have to stop airplane travel. Like that…Perhaps we can continue to travel by trains and boats, and on communally owned electric vehicles, but clearly our day to day lives would be forced to change radically. 200 years ago, people mostly walked around the neighbourhood of their birth their entire life and never ventured very far. A post modern village life might resurface.

If it doesn’t consume itself beforehand, we need to scrap our lopsided financial system. The greed and deceit it has spawned is at the heart of the forces that are devastating the planet. Widespread panic may well ensue. Suddenly the poor, who have been surviving on next to nothing for generations would have a natural advantage. Essentially people would have to start getting along and caring for each other a whole lot more. This day will dawn, so why not prepare for and then bring it about ourselves?

The level of change from just these two fundamental measures would be total. There would surely be immediate widespread consequences, some of which none of us can even imagine right now. We’d basically have to rethink every aspect of our lives from the bottom up. We could so do it, but I’m afraid what’s more likely is we’ll keep putting it off till some catastrophic disaster comes to pass, and any survivors will have no choice but to start again from scratch.

We have unwittingly created the path to our own extinction. As we slowly are obliged to recognise this, you’d imagine we’d at least start applying the brakes a little. Instead we still seem to have our foot firmly on the accelerator.

wind down

so, dwindling fossil fuels, unravelling economy, a dinosaur of a political system, unprecedented ecological imbalance, and a rotten old power structure, out of touch and impotent…also, there’s way too many of us ….and how much longer do you think the internet will last?…its all going west…or south…a long way from where we’ve got used to it being…g g g gone…

there could be a future, but denial will not be part of it…we have to help each other face up to it…cry, stamp our feet…accept it and move on, open our hearts, our senses…be more alive than ever…moment by moment…survive and become an integral part of the ongoing creation we’re a tiny little part of…stop all this master species shit…

if any of us survive, it will surely be a tiny fraction of our numbers today…brutal, but better all round…one thing’s for sure…its out of our hands…the best we can do is adapt and cooperate..

which was always the best we can do…how few of us signed up to do so…

one world

I’ve been thinking about homeless people, gypsies, travellers and the like. It may well be that they represent the future, and are unwittingly in training for a post apocalypse reality that is more imminent than we care to consider.

Rather than ostracising, marginalising or mistreating these pioneers, we should perhaps begin appreciating them, helping them if we can, and learning from them.

Our cosy little hi-tech world cannot possibly last much longer, at least not in it’s present form. Let’s get humble, grateful of our earth, and loving of each other.

share reality

I try to acknowledge my fellow creatures. Its not always easy but surely its worth an effort?

Where I live, a hallowed seat of learning in the east of England, you’d be forgiven for thinking many of the human variety prefer to be ignored, not looked at, or spoken to….not approached in any way!

I’m not asking for your hand in marriage, a night in the sack, or the keys to your car; but I don’t want to pretend you’re not there, as if I absolutely didn’t care.

So give us a nod, some sign of recognition, a simple affirmation that this reality is shared.

curmudgeonly chapter 29

Today I was in the centre of Cambridge and clearly October Term is about to begin. In particular I noticed a slew of mums accompanying their young hopefuls to settle in for their first term in this Great Seat Of Learning!

Choosing a bike in the market square, stocking up food in Marks & Spencer, standing outside by the car while the little darling unloads his or her belongings into their new digs….mums at work!

I never went to university, but I went to boarding school. At the age of 12 I was wrapped up, kissed goodbye and put on a train some distance from my destination. That’s how it was. No doting mum making sure I was delivered safely and all my comforts catered for. She had a job to go to.

She didn’t seem worried about what they might feed me. School food was a step or two up from prison rations I expect, but some way short of cordon bleu, and certainly nothing like mama’s home cooking.

For 4 years I was locked up with a flock of Dominican monks, one matron, and about 100 teenage boys for up to 3 months at a time. Not a live girl for miles….

We moved to Cambridge as a family when I was 17. At that time the ratio of men to women was reputedly 8:1. Most of the colleges were boys only. There were a mere 3 girls only colleges. Even the town, outside the university was apparently a bit boy heavy.

I was fresh out of boarding school, back living with my mum(!), and I had hardly spoken with a girl for years. We had to work hard to find girls even to look at, let alone those prepared to talk to us. So we worked hard.

Today I believe all the colleges are co-ed. I marvelled at the throngs of lovely young things swanning around their new playground. Mums delivering you, your Nintendos, bags of groceries, iPad, jim jams, and such and making sure you’re going to be comfortable, and have decent wifi. You guys have got it made!

not like back in my day….


So, wintermageddon, is that where we’re headin’?

Considering human history and its penchant for wars, which until now have kept the numbers down, now the numbers are way up, as is the scale of devastation we are capable of. If nature is a combination of rhythms established over millennia, then the cycle of war and peace may be one of them and so inevitable.

After the two world wars of the last century, the power mongers have been wary of flexing their freshly toned military muscles. Never before had so many perished in meaningless battle. But should the dogs be unleashed today, world wars 1 & 2 would be schoolyard gang fights by comparison.

Since the 1950s, world leaders have at worst been spitting at each other from a safe distance, shaking their fists and yelling threats and abuse. Should the ‘gloves off’ ‘that’s it’ buttons be pressed, we’re all toast. Yet the aftermath might not be so awful.

If all human life were eradicated, nature might well breathe a sigh of relief. More likely, a ‘remnant’ or two would survive. The entire techno/digital infrastructure will have gone up in smoke. Rebuilding it, if anyone could be bothered, would take a while.

Life, indeed survival, would be a moment to moment challenge. Our simplest, basic needs would take all our time and energy.

mode of transport – feet

diet – whatever we could scavenge, or in time grow

shelter and warmth for the night – a luxury

The survivors would quickly develop a new toughness. They would need to be alert to all aspects of the now. They’d be fully alive! Dwelling on the past or pondering the future would be a dangerous non option. Would it bring the best or the worst out in us?

My instincts tell me the direst circumstances incline people to draw close and join together to face the unknown future. Past bickering is forgotten as each others needs are more readily perceived and acknowledged.

Sounds positively Christian!

a new me

Do you believe we need to constantly reinvent ourselves? Do you believe we are always changing, from one moment to the next, and we need to pay more attention? Is it your opinion that all of us, all of creation, material and spiritual, is intimately connected, and what connects us all is love? Do you wonder sometimes whether anyone cares about anything?

Personally I feel an ever shifting mix of all these notions, and more besides, passing through me like smoke through a valley. On the better days they move to a deep and subtle rhythm. At other times it can all seem a bit disjointed. I feel blessed that rarely do I get stuck in any just one of them.